Today, now that I have a better idea of what masturbation is, I consciously tried to masturbate again. But I couldn’t ejaculate even after 10 minutes. My first problem is I can’t seem to get turned on. I think I may have a low libido but I’m not sure. Sometimes when I’m bored, I’ll watch porn and get hard, but I never get super-horny because I am always afraid of being caught by my father.