Today was a nightmare at school. I got spanked on my butt, and it hurt so much that I actually flinched. It was embarrassing as hell. When I was younger, getting hit on the bottom didn’t bother me as much, but now that I’m 14, it feels like the most humiliating thing ever. It’s like my childhood just ended right there. I woke up this morning feeling like I was finally growing up, but then this happened, and it made me realize that nobody really cares about me. It’s like I’m just another kid to them, and that’s it. I feel so small and insignificant.